The most frequent lamentation we hear when someone has lost a person very dear to them is that they didn’t get the chance to explain how much the deceased meant to them. We hear of all the things they would have liked to say and do if they had a chance before their loved one passed away.
And yet, you know that they could have done all those things they really wanted to. You also know they wanted to do those things and yet they didn’t. Don’t worry about analyzing what came in the way of them doing what they wanted to do, just make sure you don’t wait until it is too late for you.